Now that the craziness of planning Emmie's funeral is over, reality is starting to really set in! And it just down right stinks! I feel like I am still in a bit of shock and maybe a little numb. What a roller coaster of emotions we have all experienced in the past few weeks. My feelings have gone from a pit in my stomach, to peace, goose bumps and feelings of complete closeness to heaven and then back to a broken heart for Tiff, Jason and the girls. At some points, it felt like the heavens were literally open. I know that within our extended family and close friends, we have each had our own sacred experiences with Emmie. Probably too sacred to be shared on a blog, but I am so grateful for these spiritual moments. They have strengthened my testimony even that much more.
I loved that Tiff and J had the viewing right there in their own home. It was so neat. You could feel the presence of Emmie. The spirit was so strong and I know it was just what our sweet angel would have wanted. She loved her home! The night of the viewing, the Check home felt Celestial, maybe a little of what heaven will feel like. Especially, while I was greeting friends and family that I had not seen for so long. It felt like a huge family reunion, with lots of close friends. It sort of reminded me of what Emmie might have already experienced on the other side, just days before. I am sure there was an amazing reunion going on for her as well. It was an awesome evening and one I will never forget.
I have a continual prayer in my heart for Tiffany, Jason, Ava and Elsie. Their pain is tremendous. My prayer is, that they will feel comfort and understanding and that their broken hearts will heal, when the time is right. I know this will take lots of time. My heart just hurts when I see them grieve.
Here are a few photos taken at the viewing, by our good friend,
She rocks and we are so grateful for her sweet acts of service.
Sophie and Ava
My cute girls
Bishop Barney and Austin. And then uncle Mason in the back ground taking a picture of someone?!
Grandma, Sophie and I
2 comments:
I was just gonna say...huh? Mason taking a picture. That's a funny site. I guess Emmie really does bring out the best in all of us. :)
Tracey, I've been gone out of town for 10 days. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
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